Sometimes i really wonder what am i doing?my close good fren from Poly just went thru a breakup with her bf 2months ago..i thought she already recover from it..she appear fine n whenever i call her,i would be occupying all her time,ranting this n that to her..never once did she stop me..She would listen to me patiently and encourage me..so i pressume that she is doing well..yea..i PRESSUME...*sigh* to think i need to go thru her blog to actually find out that deep in her heart she is still missing him badly n pouring buckets of tears for him..i would have know...



No matter how strong a person is...when it come to relationship,everyone become vulnerable...we can try to be strong n hide our real feeling but we would never be able to lie to our heart..how can u forget someone so easily,spec when u used to share so much memories,love with him...



Heart broken,shattered and u take time to heal...bt can it be heal?

Scar surface and u ended up with hurts everywhere....



Life is so IRONIC...n tiring...

Life is like a cycle..

& i hate this cycle...but do i have a choice?



The ANS is sadly : NO....



Why am i still so negative?

I wanna be TRUELY HAPPY.......alot of pple tell me it is actually a choice..u can choose to be happy..



Can i still choose to be happy when so much things happen?

At home..

At work..

My frens..

Basically,EVERYTHING...



Im going to try my best to cheer my Poly fren up this sun...be meeting her.. :) decided to Go cycling or do something that is close to the nature..



i shall not revolve my life around myself....



I shall learn to count my blessing n be content with my life and with what i have....

N believing that God will bring everything back on track again if i remain faithful in him.....n of cos believe that he will watch over all my frens....



-- San -_-




Posted at 9:23 AM.