This year, i hope to do more reading, improve my reading and analytical skills. I realised that they have been deteriorating ever since i started working. Given that my job nature is rather monotonous 80 % of the time, my analytical skills and attention span have worsen quite dramatically.

Also, I hope to understand myself even more. Somehow as i approach my mid 20s, i realised i am lesser and lesser of who i think i used to be when i was below 20 years old. I came to realise the ugly side of myself even more each day. My idealistic mindset on myself and the things around me has been slowing unfolding, revealing the broken down world i am living in due to the existence of an imperfect human being like me.

Alot of matters of the heart issues i need to come to terms with, to achieve the equilibrium i longed for in my life.

I want to be a better person each day.

-NiE```

Posted at 10:13 PM.