This year, i hope to do more reading, improve my reading and analytical skills. I realised that they have been deteriorating ever since i started working. Given that my job nature is rather monotonous 80 % of the time, my analytical skills and attention span have worsen quite dramatically.

Also, I hope to understand myself even more. Somehow as i approach my mid 20s, i realised i am lesser and lesser of who i think i used to be when i was below 20 years old. I came to realise the ugly side of myself even more each day. My idealistic mindset on myself and the things around me has been slowing unfolding, revealing the broken down world i am living in due to the existence of an imperfect human being like me.

Alot of matters of the heart issues i need to come to terms with, to achieve the equilibrium i longed for in my life.

I want to be a better person each day.

-NiE```

Posted at 10:13 PM.

Sometimes i wish i can be less sensitive to the comments around me...
Sometimes i wish i can be more self-assured...
Somtimes i wish i can be more forgiving...
Sometimes i wish i can be bolder...
Sometimes i wish i can be more accommodating towards others' weaknesses, just as i have my own share too...
Sometimes i wish i use more of my brains...
Sometimes i wish i can be more discerning towards the people around me...
Sometimes i wish i can be a little more patient with myself...

Sometimes i wish... i wish...



Posted at 4:10 PM.

Hi frens!

Apologies to those who have been checking on my latest updates but failed to find any. I must admit again that i've succumb to the "L" word - Laziness. The fact that i'm born in the year of Pig kind of add on to this trait of mine. Ok, excuses as usual. ;p

Firstly, i wana wish you all a Happy New Year! Hopefully, we all have been working hard so far to see our new year resolutions come to pass! Afterall, today is just the 5th day of a new year. ;)

Since Chinese New year is coming soon, i have been diligently doing some shopping recently to grab some nice clothes before i'm left with the not-so-desired ones. So far,the best buy is this white top from Esprit ->

It may look like a simple top, but i fell in love with it after seeing its easy-to-wash guide :

Did you see that magic word boxed in red? "NO MORE IRONING!". Yes! That has been what i've been looking for before commiting my dollars to a blouse! Though i have bought a few blouses previously, they have been sitting in my wardrobe because i'm just too lazy to iron them. Ironing is really one of the household chores that i loathe. I rather wash plates then iron clothes. -_- I also bought a dress from Hula & Co. So i'm almost done with my CNY shopping except for a pair of nice black heels and a jeans Skirt :)

Btw, i used to wonder why woman would spend so much money on perfume which is choking to my breath. But not so when i found a scent that's extremely pleasing to my nose! Presenting to you, my favourite scent from Victoria Secrets :

It's a body spray with floral scent which i have longed for quite some time. Thanks to my girl friend, Nicole, who thoughtfully bought it for me as a Xmas gift though i mentioned only once to her that i have a liking for it. :) Another scent that i like is the casis rose perfume from BodyShop. Now then i realised i have a thing for floral scent. It's simply refreshing and sweet. Most of all, it makes me feel more feminine. ;)

Wow, time really FLIES and i'm already in my mid-20s! *scary* :( . The more i have to watch my diet as my metabolism rate will be declining at an increasing rate as one aged! I just wish for lesser wrinkles and fats. -_- Was browsing through WOMAN'S WEEKLY with beautiful Michelle Chia on the cover and she's as mesmerising as ever though she's already in her 30s! Now this is what i call aging gracefully. Oh, and she's planning for her big day with her beau of 3 +years... Looking forward to her wedding pics... She must be gorgeous on that day... Aww.. sweet...

-NiE```

Posted at 7:26 PM.