Strangely, can't get to slp today though im tired. Has been thinking alot lately, eversince my grandma passed on 2 weeks ago. This is the first time i encountered separation from someone close to my heart. Initially, it was hard to contain my tears and emotions. But constantly reminding myself that she is at a place where there's no longer pain and suffering, brings much comfort.

Still rem the times when i visited her at old folks home, bought her favourite food - goreng pisang, dessert, and baos. Watching her savouring the simple yet delicious. Not forgeting the times when i am guilty of procrastination and laziness too.

When a person is gone, it's really the end. From the very next second after one breathe his/her last, it's all history. And anything left undone - it's all too late.

Leaves me wondering what meaning is there with all the late nights @ work, busy buzziness revolving around our lives. When all that matters in life is really to spend invaluable time with ppl who matters most to us.

- NiE'

Posted at 1:04 AM.